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Sunday, April 27th, 2008
6:23 pm	Wow(!)  I tell you it's like I live in the dessert and I've suddenly hit an oasis...of boys.  There just coming out of everywhere.  EVERYWHERE. *Sigh* Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 13th, 2008
7:46 pm	And she's outta there folks!  I am only posting this because I have no one to talk to and could really care less if no one reads this, but I am so horribly excited that my move to England is actually happening, all I have to do is get the damn Visa and by October of this year I'll be so out of here it won't eve be funny. So excited.  New Country.  New People.  New everything. But deep down, well not that deep really, but inside, I'm screaming and doing back flips, while secretly plotting a way to prevent me from actually being able to leave.  I mean who just moves, all by themself to a new country to live with an old (albeit awesome) lady?  Someone who is desperate to escape. (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 27th, 2007
6:27 pm	For the love of God  Honestly, I am so fed up with being me and with life just going in the direction it does.  And I refuse to make resolutions for the upcoming year because I don't stick to them and their complete bull shit as it is.   I would like to think that I've at least learned one or two things, the most important being that some men never grow up and will always run away with their tails between their legs that or they'll try to marry me and when I say no  they'll throw a fit and stalk me.  Now that I know these are the kinds of men I attract I have decided to boycott the male species until further notice. For those few men whom appear different - they never call so screw you too, my patience is wearing thin.  This will be the year of saving money and leaving the damn country.  So to this up coming year I would like to propose a toast: May I be tight with money and even tighter with my pants... Current Mood: apathetic (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 15th, 2007
9:03 pm	Snow good man... Why did it have to snow?  Why whenever I'm looking forward to something do I have to get disgustingly sick...work...or oh I don't know, it has to piss snow from the sky preventing me from leaving my basement?  Why? I just wanted to drink to the point that I could throw up but instead pass out after two minutes of claiming that I am going to puke...but instead I'm at home wishing I lived in Africa...because they may not have food but they sure don't have snow either, and therefore for those who can...they go out and drink.  Like I wish I was.... Current Mood: Bitter (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
1:34 pm	SO  SLEEPY   WANT TO SLEEP RIGHT NOW    NEED TO NOT SLEEP     MUST DO WORK      EYES SLOWLY CLOSING       SO        SLEEPY... (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 8th, 2007
5:21 am	5:21 am... Why am I awake at 5 in the morning? Actually to be more specific I've been awake since oh, 4:15 - second night in a row.  This can't go on, I'm going to be like a zombie pretty soon....and then I'll have to spend my nights and days eating brains.  I want to sleep. I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep.I want to sleep. Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
8:43 pm	Rainbow Sun is Alive!  As I was flipping through the channels today I ended up on whatever station it is that plays Stargate Atlantis or some crap show like that...and guess who's on it...Rainbow Sun! Remember him?  Remember when he was a much music vj for all of two minutes?  And how he was such a dick...I mean he was no Bradford Howe - that dude was Awesome.  AWE-SOME.  Like that time when he did the remix of Britney Spears' Sometimes into a Metal song - classic.  Oh Bradford why did you have to leave us with Leia?  Or whatever the hell her name is?  Why? p.s. Am I the only person who feels really bad for Britney Spears cause bitch is crazy.  And crazy ain't nice...and it certainly ain't pretty.  Unless you're the crazy one than you think you're the shit because you're too crazy to know you look worse than Whitney Huston during the crack years...or Perez Hilton...period. (Comment on this)
Friday, May 25th, 2007
12:07 pm	I'm an Aunt!   I'm an aunt!!!  It's prettty awesome, now I have a small person to whom I can influence into doing bad things as well as train to do my evil bidding....awesome.  Actually this small, squirmy child thing is slightly foreign to me, I mean, I AM the youngest on both sides of my family.  So this baby better know who's the boss.... But still, I'M AN AUNT! Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 24th, 2007
12:31 pm	FEIST!  WE'RE GOING TO SEE FEIST!  WE'RE GOING TO SEE FEIST!  WE'RE GOING TO SEE FEIST!  LALALALALALA...and I'm done. Current Mood: jubilant (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 11th, 2007
2:54 pm	WHY DID I JUST DO WHAT I DID? (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 7th, 2007
3:01 pm	Is anyone else as excited about Transformers as I am? (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 22nd, 2007
11:02 am	GODDAMN CRAP HELL EXCEL   Honestly, best birthday week ever...death...douchebags and fucking excel, GOD DAMN FUCKING EXCEL, if one more thing goes wrong this week I'm going to dig a hole, a giant hole, jump in and live under the ground like a bloody hobbit, only it won't be all fun and laughter and ooh Mr. Frodo the ring that makes you crazy and orcs and fucking - okay it will be nothing at all like the hobbit, and I'll probably die of asphyxiation due to the large amounts of earth I'm bound to inhale, but honestly, god damn excel!  I hate Bill Gates and his microsoft and his excel and all things technology except for the television because tv never lets me down...everything else sucks. Current Mood: bitter Current Music: classified (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 20th, 2007
11:05 pm	The Bane of my existence   Douchebags...the bane of my existence, douchebags as in people who are douchebags, or rather giant bags of douche masking in the form of people. Current Mood: irritated (Comment on this)
Friday, February 16th, 2007
2:40 pm	Ugh... I take it back...English men please continue to be attracted to me, more specifically good looking English men with decent teeth, please continue to be attracted me...I'm going to throw in some cute South Africans (the black liking kind), a couple of French men and some Scots for good measure... Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 28th, 2006
6:22 pm	So this is Christmas...?     I've come to the realization that Christmas lasts for about twenty minutes.  I mean, once you've opened all the presents - the hype dies, I mean you blink and it's over.  As soon as I've unwrapped that last gift I start counting down the days to my birthday... Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 16th, 2006
2:32 pm	One more thing Can someone please explain to me how the fuck Beyonce got a golden globe nomination, I mean how many people did she have to screw for that to happen?  Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 23rd, 2006
7:57 pm	THANK YOU JON! I would just like to take the time out of my busy schedule, seeing as to how I am so busy and important, and thank one Jon Eugene (I doubt that's your middle name but it should be) Amsden for enlightening me to all the possibilities that being a bastard (literally) half black kid can really have, as my tuition has been paid off by the government due to bursuries. Three cheers for Jon!  (p.s.. Remember that time Jon stuck a banana down his pants?  GO CHAD!) Oh...and is anyone else incredibly creeped out by how close together Stephen Harpers eyes are? (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 5th, 2006
7:19 pm	cultural learnings I am going to marry Borat. Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: La Vie Boheme (Comment on this)
Monday, October 2nd, 2006
1:57 pm	The Truth    So here it is, the truth, I'm laying it out here because its possible that once I actually put down all of these things I might be able to save myself from the impending pathetic life I have set up for myself.    The first time a friend hurt me, I thought, hey that's natural whatever.  And I forgave.  The second time, I did the same thing.  The third, fourth and fifth, I figured, it's just a part of life  The sixth, seventh, eighth and ninth, I thought, maybe there's something wrong with me that people keep treating me like this.  But the tenth time, I decided, that's it.  I would rather be alone then be treated like this.  But that was hard.  Being alone can drive you crazy, and I think that's what it started to do to me.  So I decided, I would venture out and make some friends.  But now I was so screwed up by what happened in the past that I couldn't trust anyone.  That I cannot trust anyone.  So I made friends, and everything was going great, until it became too comfortable and I figured something was up.  So I figured, get them before they get you.  And I did.  And then I had no more friends.  But I made some more.  And the circle repeated.  And the circle repeated.  And the circle repeated  And I can't break the circle.  And I think if I get rid of any friend I make, I'm saving myself from any sort of pain.  But now if I get rid of a friend I'm saving them.  Because the circle cannot be broken.  Because I am broken.  And I don't know how to fix me.  So I had a friend.  Probably the best I have ever had.  But that friend made a good point, I push and push and push, and its tiring.  But what they don't get is that it's for their protection, and mine too.  Because if you prove me right, that all people are bad and out to hurt each other, then I don't have to be vulnerable and I don't have to break the cycle.  But here's my secret, I want to break the cycle.  I don't want to be so afraid of being hurt and of needing people.  I guess I need someone to not give up.  But I can't expect that.  Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 10th, 2006
7:28 pm	superficiality and why it doesn't work in friendship I am so fucking tired of listening to a particular person bitch and complain about having to do things for their friends. Get over yourself you conceited prick, because - this may come as shock, but most people don't like you, don't trust you and when placed in a situation where they feel a lack of safety or happiness would only ask you for your help if hell had frozen over and pigs were green, with feathers and knew how to fly. You are so pathetic and it's really getting tiring. You mistreat people, in particular one person and yet you're still given second, third and fourth chances, and when there's a posibility that someone who's not in the best control of themself may need you and then fuck off because, lets say they're drunk, you have the nerve to get pissy about it? Fuck you. A true friend would have been more concerned for that supposed friends safety and well-being not the fact that a call at two in the morning woke you up, when you probably weren't sleeping but instead attempting to get laid by someone who can't decide whether or not they actually like you because you're such a pontificating ass. You have no understanding whatsoever of the kind of friend you are, and it won't be until the truly wonderful friend you chose to bitch about truly decides to cut you off that you'll realise what you've fucked up. Get over yourself, and if you can't, then go to hell. (Comment on this)